Monday, November 30, 2009
Last blogged @ 9:12 AM

wheee~ wenching's now at my house alr :D
took photos ytd , using web cam .
super funny siahs ! (:
love her super muchh . she's gonna post i think .
maybe i am too ? ltr ! or tmr , LOLS .
talked bout ghost stories , super funny , and scary luhhs .
thinking bck , meaning i was with th ghost .
most of th days . hahah .
anyway , gonna watch movie with her ; bro ; huifen & michelle ltr .
going to th orchard cinema . WHEEEEE~
can't wait to go , like now ! :D
update ltr on , or maybe tmr ! LOLS .

Sunday, November 29, 2009
Last blogged @ 2:58 PM

alrights . changed my blogskin . like ytd ? alrights . -.-
went to auntie's house ytd , her nephew one month old or smth lydat .
went with wenching ; wenhsuen and wenning .
with my brother , and parents of course .
anyway , FUN (:
ate dinner at first , fried rice , chicKEN wings . YUMMY !
chatted with wenching , went into th room and continue .
wenhsuen came in , thn uncle come in lie on th bed .
super funny luhhs .
went out afterwards , played WII :D
lols , played tennis , and thn boxing with wenching ,
wth , like idiots use th control and punching th air , LOL !
th other small lil kids came to play .
they played mario carts . i was like -.- at first ;
but , quite fun ehhs ? hahah ! :D
kept losing , dk how to contorl . heheheh .
wenning holded th contoller up-side-down at first ,
hahah ! but she still win -.-
anyway , went home like , bout 10 ?
quite late luhhs . sent thm home . thm , yeah thm .
went home , watched tao hua xiao mei . quite nice luhhs (:
slept . aft tht .
went to church this morning , meini and dorothy nv come ):
boringggg ! hahah , played bells . for choir -.-
gonna perform on chritmas i think .
anyway , mummy went to cut her hair , now alone , at home .
gonna facebook now . so , BYE ! :D

Saturday, November 28, 2009
Last blogged @ 8:55 AM

HEY ppl ! ,
super sian now siahs .
facebook like , nth to do .
not many ppl is onlined . chat with cherie and lawrence .
lawrence went to play games , left cherie .
hais . i've seriously GOT NTH TO DO ! ><
anyway , all i could thiknk nowadays is to get into xms .
hope tht cherie and lydia could get in toO !
hmmm , lokheng and jinheng also going .
aiya , all put first choice luhhs .
hopefully all also can go in . HAIS .
sadly , some of my darlings aren't going there ,
BUT , KIT ! :D

Friday, November 27, 2009
Last blogged @ 3:26 PM

wenching might be coming over to stay ! ;D
cousin , now at my house , not free .
SORRY ! for not posting properly everyday , somehow ?
anyway , also nth to post . -.-
LOLS .

Thursday, November 26, 2009
Last blogged @ 3:04 PM

somehow ,
i am happy with my results ,
but some aren't happy with theirs .
cheer up ppl ! ,
think positive , smile (:

today , nervous , excited , anxious , everything .
idk how to say , idk what to say .
i just wanna , THANK GOD .

Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:15 AM

WHEEEE ~ and , i am BACK (:
korea wasn't really tht cold currently , when i am there .
but , cool , it is .
ate PORK , for manymany meals . nice ;D
hmmm , one boy from 6i same tour group as me , lols ?
anyway , was fun , shopped alot .
played hard , just , ENJOYED EVERYTHING .
lazy post SEVEN days out , TIRED !

Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Last blogged @ 8:56 AM

PEOPLE ! i am going off to korea today , at night .
won't be posting for quite a while , but PLEASE !
keep th tagg board alive , okays ? miss youuuuu !

meeting TARD aftwards , scrabble competition ,
wish us good luck ! love her super much . ;D

Monday, November 16, 2009
Last blogged @ 6:55 PM

last day of school .
i want my days bck , i want everything bck .
idk how am i gonna live , without seeing all of you .
spending about 1/10 of my life there ?
i am really really , gonna miss it , houagangprimary .
still rmb those days , spent with all my darlings .
i still rmb everything on tht day , th first day in school .
sat with toyyibah {ps , dk how to spell} , drew family pictures ,
coloured it . i rmbed tht its all in green ,
and toyyibah's brown . i rmbed , her colour pencil is blunt .
and i gave her mine , i find her super cute !
aft tht , idk how i met cherylng ; lydiathio ; michelleng ; beverlytan & bernicelow
we became super good .
lydia's always reading a book , thn 5 of us are always go mad ;
and super happy ; high ! :D
i rmbed wearing my first spectacles to school .
cherylng was th first person to see it .
she hugged me and say she thought i was somebody else .
SHE'S SO CUTE !
i rmb , doing prefect duties tgt , and tht's when i got my first crush .
yep , he's a prefect tht time , but now , not .
and now , i don't like him anymore luhhs . kay continueee !
uhh , idk why , but cherylng got three duties during recess ,
so we always take turns to do different duties , everyday :D
yepp , i rmb being super scared to go to th toilet alone .
and we always , go together , in a group (:
rmb hving many short quarrels , cute quarrels , and we always get bck tgt at th end of th day .
idk why , but we are always quarreling with bernice .
and all ended up with her mother calling my mummy . hais .
me and lydia went into th same class primary 3 .
others , all separated . SAD ! ):
met belva , became super gooooood friend ;D
cherylng came with us primary 4 ,
hmmm , sat with JAMESLEE for almost half of th year ,
thn switched place to sit with ernestlow and kexuan .
kexuan was super funny , keep acting girly .
thn ernest was like , SUPER money faced tht time .
but till now , still hvnt change luhhs XD
hmmm , primary 5 , first day .
mdm goh was talking to mdm chia , and forgot to lead us .
super funny :D
ohhya , cherylng went 5.2 . hais .
anyway , sat with lydia , for th whole year , SUPER FUNNY :D
and i think thts th year we somehow quarreled th most .
thinking bck now , i feel its like , supersuper STUPID man .
anyway , played catching , ice and water EVERYDAY .
and we didn't even eat . hahah ! :D
right now , primary 6 . got veryvery close , suddenly with darlings .
jiaxin ; weixin ; maxcy ; kimberly & julniee .
ilovethm super much .
together with lydia and cheryl luhhs .
rmb tuitioning with julniee ; jiaqi & reiyin ,
DARLINGGS ! reiyin was super funny , hyper , and FUN :D
julniee , jiaqi , super funny .
shared many secrets . , and i accidentally said out julniee's .
OPS ! sorry :X
rmb sneaking out aft school to hougang point ,
without telling my mother , with weixin , chinhin , covurn , ruijie , lydia , and other .
super fun , GREATGREAT time with thm :D
hmm , all these years , ALL THANKS TO


teachers
mdm pauline cheong , mrs lim ; mrs ho ; mdm yap linlin ; mdm serene chia ; MDM PAULINE GOH ; mr poon ; ms lin ; mr chan .


DARLINGS
LYDIA ; WEIXIN ; JIAXIN ; CHERYLNG ; MAXCY ; BELVA ; REIYIN ; XINYING ; LIXUAN ; KIMBERLY ; VANICE ; JULNIEE
girlfriends
jiaqi ; euniceteh ; madeline ; kalyanni ; lauratan ; peiyu ; cherie ; cheryltan ; jasmin ; jielin ; joan ; haoci ; melissa ; vanaline ; tanyanyi {6I} ; francine ; phyllis ; cynthia ; michelleng ; manymore . ps , can't think of all now :X


friends {boys}
melvin ; lokheng ; zhengxiu ; kirk ; mervyn ; hakeem ; zacharychung ; james ; fuyang ; junjie ; damian ; bingtao ; azhar ; hongkai ; paul ; weihow ; lawrence ; qinfang ; eungenelee {6G} ; haibin ; ernestlow ; koksuan ; huaren ; bryansim ; kexuan ; ziming ; danieltow ; tanjinheng ; haowei ; cleonn ; nigel ; aloysius ; haoen ; fabian ; zacharytan ; ernesttan ; chinhin ; covurn ; ruijie ; kliment ; brosnan ; manymore .


GOHWEIXIN ! i can't bear to eat thm up .
stayed bck today , ate , super slow .
can't bear to leave th school , hais .
played dk what game , 6c ppl call it -sardine- .
played with lydia ; nigel ; aloysius ; eugene ; ahsley .
hmm , fun ? played pokercards , mr lim saw . OHHMG .
idc :D
blahblahblah , today was just , fun .
but i just don't want to leave school !




; super long post ! :X

Last blogged @ 4:10 PM

TANJINHENG ; SHYBOYKORKOR !
1 more day , to see all of you !
except for some scrabble members .
i am just gonna miss ALL OF YOU , except for some YOU KNOW WHO .
stayed bck todayy , sit at fourth floor , chatchat .
see dk nigel or aloysius running ,
got th urge to play catching :D
played with lydia , jiaxin , maxcy , lokheng and koksuan .
lydia catcher ,
stupidly , i went to th toilet , locked it up .
and lydia was waiting outside for me ,
fine , don't wanna wait , i be catcher . hais .
ranranran , stupid , can't find any of thm .
saw thm sitting at cherylng there . so ran there .
caught lokheng . and thn i rest a while .
took photos with cheryl , lazy post :P
hmmm , blahblahblahblahblah , playplayplay .
bout 2.30 like tht , played truth or dare .
dared koksuan to hold cheryl's hand for 10 secs .
dared maxcy to call snail . and said smth ** .
hahh , super funny . , asked ridiculous questions .
lokheng asked th most STUPIG questions . HAHAH !
koksuan dared me to hold lokheng's hand for 10 secs .
SQUEEZED his hand , for 10 secs :D
LOLS , he's my stepmummy , what's wrong with thtt ? (:
had a super fun time today , with darlings , jiejie and stepmummyy .
i don't want to leave school , I WANT TO GO BACK TO TH TIME .
to th time when i hv no regrets , happiness , and FUN .
to th time when i first stepped into hgps .
to th time when i first met my darlings .
to th time when i had my first crush during P2 .
, ITS A SECRET . shhh .
ANYWAY ! , just play heard tmr .
let th last day be th most happiest day in hgps , FOR ME :D

Sunday, November 15, 2009
Last blogged @ 3:19 PM

ps , nv post yesterday , didn't online :X
cleaned up th whole damn home .
watched where got ghost , not really scary ,
but i just got some kind of ghostly feeling .
idk how to say it . hahahs ,
was hell sneezing all th way today .
got a cold i think , ate medicine .
TIRED ! ><
don't feel like post all out ;

Friday, November 13, 2009
Last blogged @ 2:23 PM

hmm , about ytd .
yep , went there SUPER early , like 9 o'clock .
started off with screamings when we reached ,
after we saw SPARKLE barking and running to us .
we as is jielin; reiyin; peiyu; me .
played with sparkle a lil while , even though i am scared .
of dogs ? ;X hahahhs ,
did lil bit of stuff for bzfun , hmmmm .
did ice cream sticks i think .
wrote manymany sacarstic words on it , FUN :D
rest at about 10.30 ? i forgot .
played with sparkle , ran around , played piano .
did i say tht cheryl's piano was freakin AWESOME !?
yeah , very awesome , cool , and nice (:
continued doing at about 11 i think ///
did bookmarks; postcards; MORE ! :D
took manymany photos , cheryl posted on facebook .
i look super funny; stupid; idiotic; ugly . hahahahs .
uhh , somehow , scare sparkle away with th gym ball ,
OPS ! sorry , ! :X
patted her , thn continue , AGAIN !
super tired . cannot finish , so asked mummy to let me home later .
uhhh , tht's why i got th time to post ytd :D
great , so , played a lots . hahahs .
had a lotta fun (:
home-d at 8.30 , daddy come fetch me (:


today got bizfun , started off with preparing stuff in th morning .
thn , went up and down and up and down again .
many times , btw . TIRED-LY TIRED luhh ! lols -,-
hmmm , sold stuff , super fun . and funny .
kept snatching th seat from those boys , HAHAHAH !
aft tht , zachary don't want give up his damn seat .
thn i keep pushing him , so he let me sit half-ly ?
uhhh , shared sit . DON'T THINK SLANTED ! ////
anyway , some problems , aguements . uhhh , OPS ?
chill alrights ! , smile ! :D


i am so gonna miss kongxinying & zacharychungweiyik !
kongxinying ;
LAOPA ! , i heart you super much . man !
how can you leave so early !?
leave me and tard alone . sads sads ,
hahaahahs , anyway , hv fun there , and GOODLUCK !
best wishes; see you on 26 november (:

zacharychunweiyik ;
DIDI ! , leave school so early for what ?
somemore don't come on 26 november , cannot see you anymore alr !
hahahahs , must go for gatherings aft you come bck uhh ,
meet up often with us , !
keep in contact , ALWAYS (:

Thursday, November 12, 2009
Last blogged @ 3:04 PM

BOO peepos！
having lots of fun right now , at cheryltan's hse :D
did many bookmarks & postcards for tmr bizfun ,
MUST COME AND SUPPORT US UHH ! (:
support others too ,
hmmm , post more tmr , NO TIME .
BYE ! :DD

Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Last blogged @ 9:21 AM

woke up from a call from my grandma , washed up .
eating breakfast now , super sian ~~




; why didn't th dream i dreamt last night come true !?
hell , i was so waiting for tht day .
i wish .


EDITED /





hell , MAMA !
i am dying from boredom , SIAN ,
nobody to call and chat to ,
online ppl are busy , ARGHHH .
I JUST CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT TARD & STAR !
man , just save me out of this , PLEASE .

Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Last blogged @ 3:07 PM

darling ! i love you alot too ,
will miss you loads too ! i won't forget you ,
STAR ! :D


i am gonna miss you too , TARD (:


school-ed , mrs nathan don't allow us play card games , sian .
nehmind , 1 period niahs , aft tht . one oldold cher come in .
great , she let us play , and she was super funny mans .
keep asking us sit down , comment about bizfun , still help me carry my chair over to th front , mans ! :D
uhh , chinese lesson , mr chan nvr some , sick or smth luhhs .
another oldold cher come in , say dk what crap , blurblur ones .
keep saying , speak english , thn speak chinese , thn speak softly .
LOLS , what's she talking about , IDK ! hahahs (:
used handphone , cherylng , maxcy , daniel took photos of some drawings , th teacher still dk , thn we took out our phones , daniel go on music , i send pictures over , lols , th teacher like don't care like tht , still let us use . maybe she doesn't even know th school rules ? :D
anyway , played . mdm suriyanni released us early :D
ate harshbrown , with sausages , and rice . nice ,
went to play , virus . stupid damn LOKHENG !
make me so , wth . he stepped on my shoelaces ! hahahah ;
thn i asked him go and tie , TARD accidentally stepped on it .
LOKHENG purposely stepped on it again , thn th string drop out .
STUPID LUHHS ! , make me laugh so hard , WHOOOO ! :D
TARD laughed until stomache pain , LOLS , super funny (:
weixin came , thn lokheng talktalktalk , kanna hit by her ,
活该 ! hahahs , i helped too , chased him around :D
got peihwasec talk , HELL . not going to tht school , MAN .
tht teacher keep saying keep quiet , if not , say pay attention and craps like all SEROIUS and FIERCE teacher does . {no offence , though .}
uhh , back to class , played stress . wth , win melvin once niahs .
dk what happen luhhs , lost to him MANY TIMES . ARGH .
hmm , gave out photographs , class photo i mean .
cool , walked around , shouted around , FUN :D
stayed bck a lil while aft school , talked to G-I-s .
lols , saw weiyao's ez link card , TARD and weile , somehow -fighting- .
funny luhhs , HOME-D aft tht , POSTED ! :D

Monday, November 9, 2009
Last blogged @ 5:09 PM

ps , for not posting ytd , went out .
TO PASIR RIS PARK ! :D
with church friends . , super funny lahrs .
swing-ed , bicycle-d .
almost fell , screamed super loud . lols .
bryansoon is like hell staring at me , as if i really fell .
anyway , all chiong away .
i don't feel like doing it , so manmanlai (:
got lost , can't find them in anyway =.-
met up with conrad , he was lost too . lols .
blahblahblah . cycled in three-s , for super long time .
dorothy super cute and funnyy :D
she ran over th worker's meal . HAHAHAH !
conrad vomit-ed , dk why . ;
found them , at last ? took pictures :D
went white sands . macdonalds'-ed . home-d .

, today .
school-ed . super fun (:
but lazy post . hahahs .
got a lollipop from wei yao , thnks :D
hmm , found out tht kennedy got white hair . LOLS ,
stayed bck - for scrabble . TIRED !
but FUN :D
most of us kept singing some stupid song , super funny .
nth much luhhs , lazy post , GOODBYE PEEPOS .

Saturday, November 7, 2009
Last blogged @ 9:08 AM

man , i can hardly move .
my whole body is like , aching like hell !?
ytd , after posting , went to sleep until 7 .
thn dinner-ed , tv-ed , sleep again till morning , 9 .
lols , first time sleep so much mans .
somemore so many mosquito bites .
many scratches on my leg , pain siahs .
ARGHHH !

Friday, November 6, 2009
Last blogged @ 2:30 PM

my goodness , aching all over , here and there .
packed all up , on wednesday night , with mummy's help (;
thursday morning , rained , went to class , hall ,thn canteen -.=
uhh , walked walked , thn wetn up to hall .
DAMNIT luhhs . brought such a bigbig bag .
anyways , went there aftwards . our class is always th last .
idk why , we always hv to let th others go first . sian~
reached , ground was super wet .
stupid , need put th BIGBIG bag on th floor . yucks .
brief-ed for th kayaking thing , blahblahblah .
pitched up tents , pack up lil bit , put lotion and things .
uhh , swimming test or sth lydat , super funny and fun luhhs .
drank lil bit of sea water , lips super pain , eyes too .
heavy rain , hid in th stupid corner , shelter luhhs .
must squeeze like hell , super cold luhhs .
waited for like , half an hour lydat , lunch came .
ate in th chalet , say warmer inside .
talktalk with lydia , belva , aidan & kennedy .
go tease aidan . i mean NADIA .
keep saying kennedy can hv HER if he want to hv HER .
thn dk whatevs craps luhhs . supersupersuper funny luhhs .
aft lunch , they go dance chicKEN dance .
hakeem super cute luhhs . shaking all over like mad .
thn th NADIA keep saying don't want dance , CRAP . loser !
blahblahblah , KAYAKING TIME (:
instructor say boy girl partner , stupid .
i partnered lok heng at first , thn go change change change , change until GLENNTEOWEIEN . HELLLUHH .
carry out th kayaks , super heavy siahs , for front and bck .
carried like , 3 or 4 kayaks ? went toilet wash .
started kayaking , glenn kept slacking , i bullied him lohrs .
i slck also , ask him kayak . and pinched him previously .
lols . kept banging and screaming . i thought i saw a jellyfish .
was like almost th last one to reacht th shore ,
both of us kept slacking luhhs . :X
rain again , hid into tht STUPID STUFFY SHELTER AGAIN .
played games , they sabotaged julniee . , L-O-L-S .
carried th kayaks bck , aft th rain stopped .
chose to carry th sides now . hahahah (;
uhh , played games again , super boring luhhs . BLAH .
ms wang came , with chocolates for us ,
say mdm goh not feeling well tht day , so cannot come .
AWWWWWW ,,, DDD:
anyway , cooked instant noodles , yumm !
yiling wasn't well , so went somewhere else .
cooked her noodels as well , left some for her .
ltr , went to pack up th tent , super messy siahs .
julniee say ppl looking for us , thn th GI-s go scold us , say we nvr wash th bowl or smth like tht . yiling also nvr tell us she finish th noodles ! how we know when to wash !? HELL LUHHS .
can't find th others , so went to wash th damn thing .
blahh , don't want talk bout this luhhs . STUPID .
campfire-d . super funny . :D
xinying got th glowstick chemical in her mouth . OMG .
went to wash , threw away th broken glowstick .
cheer-ed , played many games . super sian ~~ .
waited for like , HOURS for us to bathe , super long time .
about 10.45 lydat , went to bathe .
4 ppl in one damn samll lil bathroom .
bleva bathe first , she havn't even finish bathing , th GI go say we very slow , ask us hurry up , whtevs shit luhhs . irritating .
bck to tent , put sleeeping bags , tried to sleep , can't .
went out play lil while , thn go bck sleep .
woke up in th middle of th night , super cold .
sat there , looking at belva , xinying and lydia sleep .
saw ppl outside , so went out . hell , only 2 o'clock ONLY !
went to th toilet , chatchat , many false alarms of GI man .
saw nicholastan sleeping in th tent , was super funny .
played catching , thn ppl say we noisy . SIAN .
GI-s came a while ltr . ran bck to th tent , thn they go off .
play till 4 o'clock lydat , everybody woke up .
cause th GI woke us up . i mean , my tent mates .
ate kit-kat , NICE :D
weixin came , thn chat lil bit . GI came , again .
ask us sleep , so weixin slept with us lohrs .
woke up at 6 o'clock , by weixin . LOLS . :D
slept 4 hours only , hahahahs (:
packed up , went to th toilet , blahblahblah .
gathered at th b ball court , morning excercise ,
breakfast , beehoon . got BEANSPROUTS inside siahs :D
drank water , DONE .
forgotten what we did after tht ? ops .
so just , BALHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH .
packed bags , unpitched tents , was sweating like MAD .
everyone shouted except xinying when we did , squeezing th tent into th bag .
went to th beach , played inter-class games .
smth like using th hole-d bottle and fill water up .
GRACE won COURTESY th first game , :D
HOPE won INNOVATION th second game , (;
HOPE won GRACE th third game .
th salt water go into my injuries , super pain . but idc .
bus-ed and school-ed aft tht . super tired .
but still went to play bottle - soccer . LOLS .
daddy came to fetch , in tht LORRY :D
lydia long bang too (:
home-d , posted , gonna facebook now .

Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Last blogged @ 4:29 PM

KAYAKING , TMR , I CAN'T WAIT .
tho , i didn't pack anything yet , LOLS .
kinda boring today , NTH TO POST ! :D

Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Last blogged @ 3:23 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMCHINHIN !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIELIN !
NCHS talk today morning , SIAN .
me & lydia's like talking all way through .
NOT INTERESTED LUHHS .
made fun lil bit , but NO OFFENCE LUHHS .
NCHS = nicholas cuckoo headed school .
LOLS . was superb laughing like hell , MAN .
saw weixin sleeping . laughed at her . she laughed too .
talk end , bck to class . no need chnge to MT class (;
folded straw hearts . LOLS . nth to do , help out lohrs .
did like 200+ altgt today .
mrd nathan arranged us into our tents ,
this part is so STUPID kay , SOSO STUPID .
now , me , lydia , bleva , xinying hv to sleep with yiling .
whose fault ? HER fault . {not mrs nathan}
who ask her go other ppl group , pang sehh us lahr ?
she told thm she will be with thm , what she told us ?
SHE TOLD US TH SAME THING !?
now what happen ? SHE LEFT US WITH YILING .
i don't mind tht for now , i MIND her attitude .
it digusts me , it dissapoints me , IT MAKES ME HATE HER .
what to do ? i can't do anything . its HER attitude . not mine .
I WON'T TRUST HER EVER AGAIN .
she lied many times to me , i forgave her one by one .
idk if i can do it again this time .
everytime she lied , she will say tht th lie is to cheer me up .
WHAT HELL EXCUSE IS THT ? VERY COOL INDEED .
she always say whatevs TRUE FRIEND stuff , CRAPS LUHHS .
LIES LIES LIES LIES LIES LIES LIES LIES LIES !


i though today was a happy day . but i changed my mind .


EDITED /
to tht GIRL .


yeah , th problem lies with my heart , what about yours ?
you don't even know where went wrong , you don't even know how WE feel .
its not only me who is not happy . its WE , its US .
yeah , you can choose your own kayaking partners , tent group .
THN WHY DID YOU TELL US THT YOU WILL KAYAK WITH LYDIA , AND GO IN TH SAME GROUP WITH US PREVIOUSLY HUH ?
yeah , your freedom . you freedom to hurt US . not only ME .
US . tht was once your very good FRIENDS . but you hurt US .
and , WHY MUST YOU BE HAPPY AND I AM SAD !? WHY CAN'T I BE HAPPY AND YOU SAD ? WHAT LOGIC IS THT !?
you gave up , you are tired . what about me !?
i am tired too , I GAVE UP ON YOU TOO .
yeah , eunice gave you laughter and fun .
I GAVE YOU UNHAPPINESS AND BOREDOM . HAPPY !?
you gave her joy , you say i don't understand .
WHAT DID I SAY BOUT THT ? I DIDN'T EVEN SAY YOU CAN'T GIVE HER JOY . I DIDN'T SAY YOU CAN'T GO WITH HER . I WAS JUST SITTING AT A SIDE , LOOKING AT YOU AND HER , HAPPILY TGT , LEAVING ME ALONE . HAPPY !?
and who doesn't want to be happy !?
you want happiness , i want it too .
you say you thought of me . yeah i DOUBT so .
you thought of how to get yiling to share tents with us .
tht's how you thought for ME . thnks A LOT .
you asked if i thought of YOU GIRLS .
yeah , if i didn't , if i didn't want you all to be happy , i would hv asked mrs nathan to changed th names . WHAT DID I SAY !? I SAID NEVERMIND . LET IT BE . SHE'S STILL GONNA BE WITH US .
yeah , i criticised you , i am in th wrong .
how bout you ? did you think bout YOURSELF !? yeah , you did .
why must i live for you ? I DON'T WANT THIS , BUT YOU MADE ME DO THIS .
yeah , you slept with last year .
DID I CHOOSE IT !? I DIDN'T .
you felt sad after reading my blog . how about me ?
DID YOU EVEN THINK !?
you didn't scold me in your blog . BUT TO ME , THOSE ARE INSULTS .
i want tht friendship bck . I REGRETTED .
but aft tht post on yr blog . I DON'T REGRET ANYMORE .
and i didn't even dump you in th first place .
you said tht yourself . th problem lies with you .
WE DIDN'T DUMP YOU . thts th fact .
what's wrong with finding you and play; talk; have fun ?
is there a problem !?
if there is , TELL ME EARLIER . i don't want to be th EXTRAS in your life .
i hv my own friends , own darlings . ILOVETHM . i go along with thm and spend more time with thm . you too . you spend more time with eunice and friends tht you loved . DID I SAY YOU DUMPED ME LIKE HOW YOU SAID I DUMPED YOU !? clearly , i did not .
I HATE THIS . i am really tired of this . i am sorry BUT i just feel like ending it . let's just end here . end this friendship . i am sorry , i didn't know i am tht EXTRA in your life . i am just gonna let go . those wonderful memories we shared together . let's just end today . right now . this second . i don't want to regret . and please don't let me regret .
last words for you , i still HEART you . but just let me forget you . please . i don't wanna cry anymore . GOODBYE .




; i really miss those days when we were primary 5 .
me ; lydia ; belva ; xinying & you .
let's just wave our hands & say GOODBYE .

Monday, November 2, 2009
Last blogged @ 4:19 PM

photos taken ytd , with darling , WENCHING ! ,
P.S ! for not posting ytd . you will know th reason , sooner or later(;


SATURDAY


woke up super early , like 7 ?
packed up lil bit , changed clothes , OFF I GO !
to hougang mall first , waited for LYDIATHIO (;
like 5 mins ? she came , :D
waited for th damn 325 bus . and off to th school .
lok heng , reiyin , peiyu , damian arrived .
KIMBERLY ! was late . arghh . by 30 mins . hell ? XD
kay , waited for th bus 88 , to th interchange .
I WAS LIKE WHAT THE HELL .
when i heard tht we took th wrong damn bus .
so , we ended up at toapayo ? how do we spell it ... ?
anways , took cab . those big ones .
but cannot sit behind , HELL !
gotta squeeze . was like super FUNNY MAN . :D
reahced ESCAPE THEME PARK . eventually .
firstly , PLAYED ROLLER COASTER ! th small one =.-
thn went to VIKING SHIP ! WHOOO~~ it rocks man .
screaming my lungs out , supersuper funny , looking at lokheng's face .
went to th superhero thingy , was super lame .
called a dryer by us , LOLS .
wet & wild , sat in th same boat with lokheng .
i screamed at th damn speaker tht was playing th song , poker face .
lols . lok heng said he was scared when th boat is going up ?
he screamed , when going up . i screamed , when going down .
uhhhhhh ? nehmind .
ate cheesy hotdog and mango bubbletea for LUNCH (;
quite nice luhhs .
went into th haunted house , lokheng say he wanna go in first , thn kimberly; lydia; me; peiyu thn damian . reiyin nvr go in .
we were like holding hands , going into th room .
its like , not even 10 steps into th room , lokehng was like saying , "nonono ! let's scissors paper stone and losers go in first . "
in th end , we still forced him in , though .
lydia was like screaming too , " uncle ! i wanna go out ! "
thn th YOUNG man say , " you call me uncle !? "
i was damnit laughing , screaming , " OKAY ,KORKOR ! i wanna get outta here ! "
but its obvious , we still gotta carry on ?
stupid machines , stupid faces , STUPID !
move what move ! scare what scare ! i am so scared outta my wits !
i hear screams , i follow thm to scream , LOLS .
th whole journey was like , walking , stopping , walking , screaming , walking , with eyes closed , walking , squeezing lydia's and pei yu's hand , walking , and EVERYTHING tht is SCARY ! :D
kay , finally , an exit . lokheng tried to push it open .
its locked .
walked through tunnels of skeletons , screaming .
saw one stupid part , made me scream th loudest , MAN !
th statue was like , not moving , and thn suddenly th damn head pop out !
great ! i see sunlight . lokheng opened th exit .
FINALLYYYYYY !
everybody's , as in us , ran out , falling onto th ground .
HELL LAUGHING ALL TH WAY . funn , like hell . man .
too bad , some ppl nvr go , you'll regret it ! (:
anyway ,
home-d at 3.30 ? bathed and everything till 4 ,
slept till 6.30 . LOLS . super tired .
went to sheng shiong eat KIMCHI NOODLES ! <33333
saw faiz yeo , MOLESBIAN ! LOLS .


anyway ,


SUNDAY {yesterday}
church-ed , super funny , fun and everything GOOD .
lazy type all out .
home-d , i think i slept ? no , i didn't .
wenching came . played basketball with bro and her .
super funny , fun and everything GOOD . too ? LOLS .
swam , competed with wenching and wenning .
aiya , almost same speed . except for wenning .
she just started learning , that's why ? :D
went to eat porridge , NICE MANN . shiokk (;


lazy to post more , talk bout today ?


school-ed , talk-ed , play-ed , bullied melvinnee .
super funny luhhs . did th bizfun thing .
thn go around putting th flyers or what's tht called ?
I WENT INTO 6D MAN ! super , afraid ? :X
but was okay luhhs . ms wang ask me stapler it on th board .
chinhin and covurn go take all th papers out and ask me stapler =.-
anyways , th chinhin keep asking me to buy him present , !
dc , stayed bckk , went to hougang point eat .
lols , took many straws man , for smthing (:
uhh , chatchat with weixin , uh , thts all for today .
BYE PEEPOS ! :D